Listening to your body

Listen!

It sounds so easy but in reality is quite challenging to actually tune yourself to what is really worth listening. We hear sounds and noises all the time but even that we've become so experienced in blocking. For example, are you aware that when there's a noise that is constant you stop noticing it? Like the fan on top of your stove or the traffic noise outside your window.

Well we've also become numbed to the sounds of our body and that is the result of unconscious behavior that leads to unconscious self-destruction. By not listening the alarms of your own body we become prone to hurt it without noticing it.

This is all happening in a very subtle way. The body like the soul speak in whispers. The mind is the only one that shouts making us deaf to all the rest that is 'out there' or should I say 'in here'.

Communication is the key for understanding

The body has different ways of communication, like pain, which I'm sure you are very aware of and probably have learn how to block it almost as fast as it shows up.

We use drugs of all kinds to get rid of the pain ASAP. But have you ever stopped to observe why that pain showed up? Why do you have that constant headache? or why or when did that back pain started?

Do you realize that without pain we will kill ourselves without even being aware of it? Without pain we could not know that there's something wrong that needs ATTENTION! Yes, it needs attention. Not to be ignored or numbed into submission with drugs, medications, alcohol, food, cloths, friends, and all kinds of addictions.

Pills kill your ability to heal yourself

Pain-killers and big part of all prescription drugs are the worse enemy of your body. Definitely the best ally of your untrained, undisciplined and fearful mind but is not at all something that is useful for you.

If your world is so small that you think that the most important part of your life is your job and the ability to pay bills then pills are by default your best friend. You will put your body to extreme situations of stress and exhaustion that when your body starts complaining you'll shut the fuck out of it with a good set of pills and/or drugs. This could be from your wine in the evening to a constant supply of medications that will allow you to keep going the next day.

This happens in all senses of your life. If we have poor self-esteem we learn to numb the pain with expensive cloths, over worked-out body or a very well paid job that demands so much from us that we don't have time to really heal the problem. Since to heal anything we need to invest time and effort in understanding the situation and how it all began.

STOP!

Let's take whatever is bothering you in your life right now, what ever it is. From the simplest issues to the most complicated. From pimples in your face or constant farting to a total collapse of your immune system, brain tumors or cancer.

Whatever situation you have right now. If you are taking medication or not for it. Whatever is not right in your body (this includes mental problems like depression, paranoia, etc ) let's take a moment to observe it and listen to it... not talking to it but listening... shhhhhh!

Let's take the time to hear what is all about. Why are we experiencing that situation that we're suffering with.

-Remember that your pains are only yours. So don't take the easy way out in saying - Oh, my illness is caused by bad genetics or it has run in my family for generations.

If it has run in your family for generations it's because no one in your family has had the guts and/or the wisdom to finish with the chain of pain that has been afflicting your family for ages.

But now you can do it! allow all your next generation; your children and children's children to be free of chains that keep them stock in constant suffering.

3 minutes can change the world

Sounds too simple? Well, I dare you to try! No one who tried to listen to their body has come out empty handed. NO ONE! However very few try because of the fear to feel the pain that we've been trained so well to avoid.

As I said in my last post, we need the wisdom to see pain in different ways. As friend, as an ally to our problems. But your body will demand time, not too much thou but at least 3 minutes a day. For 3 minutes stop all that you're doing and thinking and just allow yourself to feel, observe and listen all that is happening inside of your inner universe.

Behold the power of love

Only you have the power to heal your body. Doctors will help you detect problematic areas and could assist you in solving symptoms but for the problem to be resolved in full it requires your observation.

When the issue has become recurrent and chronic then the body is demanding full attention and no magic pill, no magic treatment will get you out of it. Then the only solution will be to learn to understand your body, learn to listen to your body or die to be able to start all over agin.

Reverse countdown

Your body clock is ticking. We are getting older by the second. Our bodies are getting more tired with every breath we take. But guess what? it doesn't have to be this way. Our mind conditioning tells us that we are getting older and that one day we will die. And thanks God is that way, believe me, like we need sleep every night we also need to die at some point to recharge and get ready for the next big adventure.

However if you want to stay up all night you can do it, don't you? Well the same thing applies to death, we can postpone it as long as we want, we just can't avoid it.

If you want to reverse your life and instead of getting older, start getting younger; If you'd like to get healthier by the second to the point of a new born baby then the first step is to shut up your mind and listen to your budy.... because he/she is the best thing that ever happen to you and really is the temple of your life. Isn't it time that we give it a good make over from the inside out?

Remember

All you need to do to turn around the clock is:

- Listen to your body

- Observe your inner wisdom

- Feel the change within yourself

HAPPY HEALING !!! :)

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WELCOME TO THE NEW HIV CHRONICLES BLOG.

A blog meant to work together hand to hand with our own bodies

Together we can do it!

WE CAN HEAL OUR BODIES & LIVES - ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS!

Visit the old HIV Chronicles:

www.EdBs-HIV-Chronicles.com

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What is HIV? A holistic view in depth

Why now, why even bother?

Because it has become my life to search for truth and enlightenment where I can only find confusion and darkness. With this I don't want to say that everything out there is a lie. It is just not the truth that I feel comfortable with and therefore I feel the need to search and research for my own until I am happy with the truth I find and which my only intention is to share with you in case there is something in here that rings a bell that could guide your own search for truth in a direction that feel comfortable within yourself.

What is HIV?

As I said in the last post and now I want to go deeper into my explanation, I believe that HIV is a self-defense mechanism that is dormant in every human body, in every human cell and is activated when we reach a certain point in our lives that demands change. Normally this happens when we reach dangerous levels of self destruction, regardless of us being aware of it or not. And here I want to make a remark: The majority of us don't realize the damage we are causing to our bodies until is already too late. I'm not only talking about the damage we are all aware of like disease, illness, addictions and stress that we have become experts in masking with pills and treatments but the damage we are not aware of and is even more damaging like: poor self-esteem, fear of rejection, vanity, obsession with money and power, total lack of spiritual believes, etc.

I believe that in this moment in time, we, the human race is in the last sprint to reach a different level of awareness. All the chaos that we see around is not coincidence, all the tragedy happening in every corner of the planet are not just isolated events. Everything is connected and I believe HIV is one of the greatest and less understood new possibilities for human evolution ever imagined.

HIV give us the opportunity to change, to become aware of who we are and what is our potential as humans. Not only HIV but every single catastrophe in this planet, every tragedy is clinically design to adapt and create the right opportunity of growth to the person or the group of persons being affected by the calamity. From breast cancer to the tsunami and now nuclear catastrophe in Japan. All tragedies bring people together to fight for the same cause and find their own strength in the process. In the same way I believe HIV creates the perfect chaos and environment for people to grow stronger by their own weaknesses.

In some cases HIV means accepting the situation and getting into medical treatment with retrovirals and that's great, that's a success story in it own by the people needing this answer. For others is a deeper opportunity to know about themselves and how their bodies work, and this is where I am.

Changing sides

If we, for a change and for only once in our lives have the wisdom to see calamity not as an evil sent to make us suffer but as a blessing to wake us up to new ideas and possibilities for our own sake, we will be able to see light where we only experienced darkness, fear and doubt.

A new horizon will open in front of us just by the reality of we becoming aware of different possibilities.

Truth, what is truth?

Truth is what ever frequency resonates within you. And guess what? your frequency is unique, which can also adjust to vibrate at the same level of other frequencies and create a new frequency of itself; this is what many people call 'collective consciousness'. However your truth, is only yours and the only thing we can do with it is to emit our signals like radio waves to the outside world with the message: [This is my truth, this is the frequency I vibrate on'] What for? Just for the sake of sharing light. That doesn't mean that our light will be the light for others, but it will show to others that we don't need somebody else's light to see in front of us, but we all have our own light to enlighten our own path.

So with HIV, the light and the frequency I AM sending out is: HIV is an opportunity to grow, to become aware of our own potential to heal ourselves and the possibility of a different way of healing each other.

As everything in life this may not be the way for many people. But I'm sure (because I've seen it), and I know many people which are in search of their own truth, that all what I'm talking here makes some kind of sense somewhere inside our hearts.

Our mind will always try to convince us of a different reality, the reality of whatever is tangible and someone else can corroborate providing security and safety, not because is good or bad; right or wrong... that would be judgmental, but because it has been trained to do so by us and by the belief that what other people say to us should become our own truth as well.

We now have the opportunity to re-train our mind to be our greatest ally in the re-creation of who we are and who we want to be - not our worse enemy that kills us slowly with our own addictions, insecurities and fears.

I believe that the calamity of HIV is the greatest blessing this society has ever seen and I'm here to prove by example and as my personal choice that healing can happen from the inside out, without pills or toxic treatments. This blog is the result of more that 33 years of search and research in all fields, scientific and none-scientific, ayurvedic, spiritual and self-introspection... An ongoing search and research for light, knowledge and wisdom.

As the blog develops, I will share with you all my sources for you to make up your own mind of what you believe is closer to your truth.

Please note:

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU READ ON THIS BLOG BEFORE PUTING IT TO THE TEST. Ask yourself, make your own research, before casting judgement on its favor or against.

Why do people die of HIV?

I believe is mainly because of fear and ignorance. Fear stop us from moving forward, actually fear stop us moving in any direction. If you don't believe me just try to remember the last time you felt fear, real fear... Before running for your life (which is a survival mode stronger even than fear) or confronting the situation (if you're brave enough) you probably stood at least for a second completely paralyzed by fear.

Now, the problem comes when the second you stay paralyzed becomes your life. Then you're not going anywhere and many people die living this way.

We have becomes experts in doing the same thing, we're virtuosos in doing what we've been told to do, we are masters in becoming the same old me. "Let me do what I know best because that makes me feel safe" - That is our insecure mind talking. Why the greatest entrepreneurs always risk before they achieve? Why anyone who has ever done anything needed to step out of their comfort zone?

Let my ego tell you why?

Because that's the only way to achieve something that is worth doing. And guess what? even that thing will become obsolete once you achieve it. You'll realize that it was only the next step forward and now a new step has appear in front of you. You're soul will ask you for more. Not out of greed but out of the need for constant evolution and growth... Your mind in the other hand will keep you stocked doing the same thing and accepting whatever is already laid down for you.

So, to go back to the question, why do people die of HIV? I'd like to share with you my own story.

I've been very close to die many times. I actually died few years back with a drug overdose caused by my inability to deal with my own HIV. From the moment I got the diagnosis I just wanted to die. I knew I would never be the same, I felt dirty, corrupted, I knew I was sick and that I would never have a place in the 'normal' world I had worked so hard to belong to. My world collapsed and in my mind the only thing worth doing was to self destruct and the quicker the better. I tried suicide many times, but I was so afraid of dying that I was not even good at that. So I did it slowly...

Let me tell you that all this was happening without me being aware of it.... I know this now but at that time, I didn't realize I was destructing myself. It took a lot of courage and a second chance to make me understand this fact and I took the decision of changing my approach completely towards HIV, life and spirituality. I couldn't take the version of you're still sick but there's a magic pill that will keep you ok for a while. I'm my mind and in my heart there was only one possible reality: I CAN HEAL MYSELF - I CAN TURN THE CLOCK AROUND AND BE FULLY HEALTHY AGAIN- I CAN RE-BALANCE MY LIFE, MY BODY AND MY SOUL. The following question is: HOW and that's what this blog is all about.

I know, this is just one story out of the millions of HIV stories out there, but this is the only one I can talk about. And this story taught me that HIV kills by fear. By fear of not being good enough, fear of rejection, fear of death itself but if we can see it through another glass we can also realize that it can save our lives and the life of many others by simply change the approach, our conditionings and believes of who we are.

Thank you so very much for your attention in reading this, I hope to see you in all my future posts. I'd love to hear all your comments, questions, suggestions and I'm also very keen on debating anything said in this blog so please don't be shy and shoot! :)

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WELCOME TO THE NEW HIV CHRONICLES BLOG.

A blog meant to work together hand to hand with our own bodies

Together we can do it!

WE CAN HEAL OUR BODIES & LIVES - ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS!

Visit the old HIV Chronicles:

www.EdBs-HIV-Chronicles.com

xXx

What is HIV and how to heal yourself

Let me tell you how I have come to understand what HIV is.

I believe HIV is a defense mechanism living in every human body activated when we reach dangerous levels of self-destructive behaviors, instead of a deadly disease caused by a virus passed on by unprotected sex or blood transfusion.

How did I came up with this conclusion?

First by pure coincidence. One day I stumbled upon information over the internet claiming that HIV is not the cause of AIDS, like on this website: http://www.rethinkingaids.com and many more websites and blogs, oh and lots of videos on youtube, you just need to google 'HIV fact or fraud'.

There's so much information out there that makes me wonder why no one knows about it or talks about it openly.

However, even thou something immediately changed within me, I was still left with massive amount of questions that could be resumed in one: If HIV is not the caused of AIDS, then what is it? I mean, people still get sick and without treatment still die. Why?

Then by years of research trying to understand the whole paradigm of HIV, I went into a process of self discovery I knew that if I wanted to find truth I needed to go somewhere to do my research. But where is that place? Not the internet or the library or the doctors or my friends. There the only information you can get is:

1. HIV is the Virus that causes AIDS

2. HIV is NOT the virus that causes AIDS

If you believe that HIV is a virus then the next step is to get retro-viral treatment and monitor the CD4 and viral load in your blood. Getting very toxic pills that will keep that in control.

However, if you believe that HIV is NOT a virus then what do you do? How do you start feeling normal again? How do you start feeling alive and part of the society? How do you start feeling healthy? Is not easy to go against what everybody else believes to be the truth.

When every single person tell you that you are dying and that is better to get medical treatment before you end up consuming yourself in all kinds of diseases in total weakness until your imminent death, you kind of start building a bloody big fear inside... and sooner or later it will manifest in our health... forget about any virus, the bloody fear will kill you first... and the reason why many jump into retroviral treatment without hesitation.

How to overcome this situation?

Obviously what the promoters of the 'controversy theory' say the secret is: Is to get into a healthy lifestyle and overcome the fear of dying and the weight of the hiv diagnosis.

WOW, that sounds so simple... I mean it can be said in one single sentence. What they don't tell you is how to turn your life around from whatever got you to have an HIV diagnosis to a healthy lifestyle where instead of believing that you're dying believe that you're getting healthier and stronger by the second. (that is the purpose of this blog and I will share my research with you)

If you have HIV symptoms like diarrhea, weight loss, candidiasis, fungus overgrown, PCP or pneumonia, allergies, sleep depravation, depression, addictions to drugs (all kinds, legal or illegal) you need help and fast! But wait, I'm not talking to go running to your closest HIV clinic, I'm talking about running to your closest mirror and begin the greatest journey you have ever imagined.

Doctors know best.... Oh really?

let's make a difference here between doctor or prescription givers and scientist.

-Doctors nowadays are those people who spent year after year polluting their minds with other people's standards of truth. Believing like missionaries on whatever is been told to them and accepting it like religion and the word of god itself.

-scientists are the other kind of people who believe in research and coming up with their own truth and conclusions. Taking what others have done, questioning it, putting it to the test, taking what works and discarding what does not.

A doctor will treat you like an statistic and will prescribed you according to the books.

A scientist will treat you as an individual case with individual needs and will look for your individual symptoms and will suggest different treatments all of which will be on trial period depending on how you react to them.

So after years of my own research I could definitely recommend that if you need a second opinion don't even get closer to a doctor, instead look up for a scientist that is willing to understand you as a person specially regarding HIV. (I'll share my list of scientist in future posts)

However, no doctor, no scientist will ever know better than your own body. The question here is who is more in tune to listen to it. In this blog I'll share with you how did I tune myself to listen to my own body and the messages I've been receiving.

Make your own research

Don't believe what I say here blindly, go and try it yourself and become a scientist of your own body.

Go to your doctor and ask only if they know about the 'dissident' story or conspiracy theory about HIV.

You can then evaluate the type of person you have in front of you... is it a doctor or a scientist?

Is it open to new ideas and concepts or is so closed minded that makes you even feel stupid for even asking. At the beginning they will be very friendly about it but you will see their reaction as you keep asking questions.

The majority of doctors will have all the arguments in the world to convince you but they wont even try to use them. For them is a case of take your pills or die. They use fear as a way to control...

- "I spent years studding in university and you know nothing"

- "I can tell what's wrong with you and you can't"

- "if you don't do as I tell you you will die"

- "there is no cure for HIV and look what's happening in Africa, at least you have the luck to be treated for free"

- "there is a virus eating you alive"

And I could go on and on... I have heard them all. I'm not inventing all these. I could even give names but I think doctors are not to blame, they are only well trained mindless robots.

So, what's next?

The next step is to become aware of your new reality. Ignoring the problem has never been the solution. Pretending that it will go away somehow is not either.

So how to best tackle this situation?

-By the horns!

That's right from the front with courage and fearless determination to understand your own body, how it works and how the hell you brought it to mess you're in right now.

Yes, HIV... actually your own body will kill you if you ignore it. HIV is the alarm that rings all the bells to tell you 'HEY YOU, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP THINKING ONLY ABOUT YOU AND START PAYING ATTENTION TO ME!, YOU SELFISH BASTARD!'

If your body could talk in words that's exactly what you'd listen. But again, do not believe what I say, please test it yourself.

How to listen to your body?

The easiest and fastest way to listen to your body is to make a diary of all your health situations, from sleepless nights to cancer or occasional accidents.

Here I'd like to make a remark: THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS IN LIFE. - Oops sorry to bring this so abruptly to you but guess what?... That's the way it is! All that is happening to you, you have attracted it for many reasons but mainly because you are ready to face the challenge. So before creating drama or becoming victim of your own circumstances take a look around and realize that all problems, difficulties, accidents, illnesses, diseases are just a way to make you grow as a person and get you closer to your life purpose which is the same in every human being: HAPPINESS & CONTENTMENT!

Whatever you're going through right now, however difficult or impossible to handle is just a step up in the ladder of your life. So stop complaining and start listening to your body because it really knows best.

Once you have your diary with all your symptoms you need to start researching the cause of this symptoms and make a choice. Do you continue or stop?

Example:

Diarrhea: Possible causes: Diet, stress, medications, etc.

Diarrhea: Possible solutions: Change my diet, stop my medications, become a yogi, etc.

However you need to take the time, sit in stillness and ask your own body and not everybody around. Taking the time to talk to it with love, forgiveness and compassion.

Wrong attitude: Why am I shitting myself all the time? Fuck!

Positive attitude: Dear digestive system please tell me how am I hurting you? Why can't you keep the nutrients inside? What are you so eager to get rid of?

Don't even think for a moment that this is a matter of one day of asking. I've been asking for years and I've just recently managed to finally listen to the answers. Your body is a machine of constant communication... is YOU the one that is unable to listen. But we'll deal with issue later.

This new reality of yours is something that is changing the way you are for the rest of your life - Embrace the change!

You can forget about the one you were, now your body is in control and will make your mind listen one way or another and you will become its best friend and finally become ONE.

In this quest you will learn the magnificence that is your own body, the miracle of life that happens inside of you every time you breathe. You'll learn to appreciate going to the bathroom and have a beautiful none-smelly shit when you feel that you kept all the nutrients in and easily getting rid of what you no longer need, you will give thanks to the universe for being alive, you'll cry of happiness for having the opportunity to change and become a better you. You will open your eyes to a new dimension to a new era.... the era of self-awareness and love.

WELCOME TO THE NEW HIV CHRONICLES BLOG.

A blog meant to work together hand to hand with our own bodies

Together we can do it!

WE CAN HEAL OUR BODIES & LIFE - ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS!

Visit the old HIV Chronicles:

www.EdBs-HIV-Chronicles.com

xXx